I feel so broken. Used. Abused. Naive. How could someone do this to me? Does she realize how much pain and suffering I've had to go through? All the emotional torment and anger. So much anger.

I'm on the verge of tears every second. It's like I can't even think straight. It's almost as if someone's taken a magnifying glass to everything that already screwed me up in the first place. It feels like I'm an ant being burned under the glass of my own hell.

 I want to hunt her down and scream at her. I want to scream at her until she can feel all my pain. I want her to feel all the hot, stinging pain that's pulsing through my veins.

I am literally so emotionally exhausted that the only thing I can manage to do is just....feel it.